LOVE FROM ABOVE　♥

MY AWESOME DADDY!

2010-03-17T22:56:00.000-07:00

I LOVE MY DADDY! :D

Woke up around 11 plus today and got pulled out from bed by daddy,
to go HDB there to make permit for business. & before that, we went to t1 to shop! then daddy bought me a new jacket! feel so blessed!
Even before giving and fufilling my pledge, blessings are already coming! PTL<3
So happy! ;D

I realise every part of me , my character etc mostly came from daddy,
my looks mainly come from daddy's side, and especially my character, at least there's 80% following daddy. He's cheerful, content with everything, it takes ages to make him angry unless is something bad, and etc.
When daddy hold my hand, i just recalled the days when i was a little girl trying to run everywhere but daddy hold my hand and always talk to me.
daddy asked me just now ,

Among all my kids, you know who's the stupidest?
me; me.
dad; correct! cause you born in a year of a pig and a pig is the most stupid.
Then among all my kids, you know who i dote on most?
me; me.
dad; correct!
Then you know among all my kids, you're the only one that haven't found your talents?
kor kor studies very good, da jie got very influential voice, er jie got leadership, then you eh?
me; i talk alot. :D

HAHAHAHAH! yeah, i really love daddy alot. YAY!
Today i have found out one more thing about daddy, no matter how expensive anything is, or whatever i want, he will never complain and say "you happy i happy, cause you're my beloved daughter" I got very touched hearing that.
yeah, even san gu lu po always talk bad, i know in my heart, he will always be the best daddy. :D
I love you daddy! If composition comes out "my daddy" i think i can score loh! HAHHA!

WO AI NI WO DE QING AI DE LAO BA.

JINGYING.

struggles.

2010-03-16T03:09:00.001-07:00

Hey, since ages that i actually blog huh. & it's super dead, and even if i post, i know nobody will know, so , it shall be a quiet one. :D

Yeah, things have been really good recently, other than around 1 month ago which was really a struggle for me & jie because we was threatened to be sent to girls' home for going to church. But praise the Lord, hopefully we manage to get over it and though mummy is still nagging each and every day she sees me & jie. & thank God for so much good friends around me and leaders than have been praying for me and jie. :D

& yeah, hopeully nobody reads this, cause it's just what i'm feeling for almost 2 days. & i know i'm getting over it. :D
Ya, only told Jane and Shankari, but guess Jane didn't quite help much, but Shankari helped me quite a lot, and made me cheer up so much. :D & ytd youth meeting also helped me tremendously. :D Not time to think of anything but to concentrate on my spiritual life & my studies! :D
& I WANNA SERVE GOD WHOLEHEARTLY! <3 size="1">
DLJY.

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2010-01-20T04:38:00.001-08:00

HI.
BYE.

2010-01-19T04:08:00.000-08:00

HELLO><
Today was an awesome day, (:
HAD MUSCLE CRAMP AT AMPITS & ADOMEN DUE TO PE YESTERDAY.
& today laughed alot in class! hahahahah, soon i will have 6 packs already.

yeah, really started to love 3E, ((:

OH YEAH, JUST GOT REMINDED BY RAFAEL~
Today Terese screwed up annoucement too, jiayou Terese!
Now somebody understands the feeling of not wanting to do annoucement and screwing it up.
hahahahahah, I LOVE YOU TERESE, JIAYOUS. (:

Yeah, today finally passed up my ss punishment compo 'what's my problem?'
Then when i pass to Ms Tan I asked her, "will you read?"
then guess what, "OF COURSE~"
So now, is either I die, or she will enjoy the compo by laughing.
But I guess she will laugh, cause I have at least 5 "sorries" in the compo.
hahahahahahahaha!

yeah, so awesome.
CHARMAINE NEO, I KNOW YOU'RE CUTE. *SHHH*
Seeing Charmaine 6 days in a row can seriously get very pek cek.
BECAUSE SHE'S VERY !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (i shall not say)
hahahahahahha, (:
Thanks all and that's all! (:

((:

"because of You, I was born again"

JINGYING

HAPPINESS(:

2010-01-16T23:09:00.001-08:00

Woooo, i'm back to blog again!

yeah, feel super happy now. Like I really miss the feeling of going to church, .
and yeahh, hahahah, . (:

Went band in the morning yesterday, started @ 7.45 .
& awesomely I'm late, cause i've no alarm & I forgot to tell kaka to wake me up. (:
But who cares! hahaha! During impression, there's going to be PERCUSSION ONZOM*!

MUST COME OKAY??
DATE; 3 APRIL 2010 (SATURDAY)
(i know is a Saturday, but come support me & Char !! Can rush down after service!)
TIME ; IDK !
(But is starting around 7!)
TICKET PRICING; circle seats; $25, normal seats ; $20.
VENUE; VICTORIA CONCERT HALL.

MUST COME OKAY?? SUPPORT ME ! & CHAR. (:
YEAH, plus got percussion onzom, like stomp like that one. So cool right? I playing! Wooo !

Is called as IMPRESSION X ! (:
a.ka. IMPRESSION 10.
But because X is the roman sign of 10, so cool right?? HAHAH !

Yeah, i'm kinda a bit excited, but i'm not excited, but idk. LOL!
Yeah, after band, went to church, late for bs! Because that charmaine neo uh! Kidding, hahah!

STORY TIME ;
IN A WEEK, THERE'S 7 DAYS.
AND IN THE WEEK, 5 DAYS WE'VE TO GO SCHOOL.
& SATURDAY & SUNDAY IS USUALLY THE DAY FOR YOU TO STUDY/SLEEP/CHURCH.
& FROM MONDAY TO FRIDAY WE HAVE TO REACH SCHOOL BY 7.55.
& NOW, IT SEEMS I'VE TO GO SCHOOL 6 DAYS, @ THE SAME TIME !
GOSH, MY EYE BAG IS GETTING DARKER & BIGGER.
Conclusion, I HAVE 6 DAYS OF SCHOOL.

LOL, is just nonsences.
I'm so excited for CHC new land! So exciting! ((((:

yeahh, (: hahahahahhah!

&&&&&&&&&&& I WANNA THANKS ALOT OF PEOPLE FOR ENCOURAGING ME!
THANK YOU. (:

That's all, time to study! Got alot of homework, I'm being a good girl by studying! bye bye!

JINGYING<3

beauty from inside.

2010-01-14T05:15:00.000-08:00

Really felt like a double faced person.

I really feel like slapping myself, killing myself etc.
Like .. what's up with me now? I feel like ... i'm a total different person.
Like the high-ness in me, the passion in me, and etc, is still there, but ...
because of one person, because of being insulted, i got to pissed.

Not because I care, but I'm a girl, in front of the whole chinese class with different people from different class, he actually could just insult me. & each time seeing him, he could just laugh & walk away, is about the pride, love for oneself.

I have very high confidence level of myself, i really love myself and etc.
I really thank God for giving me such beautiful face, but ... i don't know how to say, is just ...

Just because of one person, could actually just like got so pissed.
Is seriously just first time, nobody could got me that PISSED.
& for the very first time in many many years, i could just say out 12452345623456 vuglarities to express my anger.
I believe this is the very first time Char sees me very differently in church & in school.

I feel so muti face, in church and in school. WHAT'S WRONG WITH ME?
I just don't understand myself. & just because of one person, i got so pissed off with Char too.
Sorry Char. I know you won't understand, but i do.

Even the prettiest or handsome-est girl/girl in the world, i still think that beauty is really from the bottom of your heart.

But i still don't understand, why could someone just because out of fun, insult someone.
Like, won't the person have any feelings? Like rather saddistic.

But I'm just pissed, i'm not sad or anything, like ... who cares about that guy?
I just feel pissed because i think that he's just so childish. & he just hit the jackpot in making me angry.

YA, SO WHAT I'M FAT? Is me what, what does it got to do with anybody?
At least I got the height, & i'm ain't overweight. Furthermore, I'm far from it.
At least I'm happy with myself, why should I care?
I think blogging my feelings out feels so much better. i was feeling so ...
IRRITATED THE WHOLE DAY. But i'm fine now, .

PLUS, I HATE BEGINNING OF THE YEAR , THERE'S EITHER IMPRESSION OR SYF.
I WANT TO GO CHURCH, i feel something so missing when i have to go band on saturday.
It feels like ... empty. When now I'm coping well with my studies, band just had to turn up and
screw my studies and life.

i feel so much better now. i'm sorry if I'm blabbering too much.

& REALLY WANNA SAY,
THANK YOU GISELLE & HUIWEN FOR COMPANYING ME TODAY.
(:

& officially my phone spoilt again.
Sorry to ruin Sony Errison's business but,
DON'T BUY SONY ERRISION, IT'S SERIOUSLY LOUSY.

yeah, .
I have learn something;

Whatever your pain, there will always be sunshine after rain.
perhaps you may stumble, perhaps even fall,
But God is always there to help you through it all.
(stumbled across it outside the toilet after bathing, that;s why, God is good.

JINGYING<3

What's my problem?

2010-01-12T03:40:00.002-08:00

This is going to be my 200 word essay to hand up to Ms Tan.

My quote from Ris Low. (:
My problem is my problem, your problem is your problem,
your problem is not my problem,
my problem is not your problem,
so mind your own problem.
But because my problem is my problem,
i got to find a solution to my problem,
to make me a better person,
to make Singapore a better place,
so that Singapore can make the world a better place.
So everyone have to find a solution to teh problem to be a better person,
to make Singapore a better place,
so that Singapore would have a lot of nice people to make the world a better place.

The term " what's your problem" is too used often, and moreover, most of the times, when you share your problem with people, they don't have the solution. In fact, all they do after they hear your problem is bitch about you and probably tell the whole world. I usually tell them i don't have any problems as i would want to be low key. Lets take for example, Family problems. You asked me what's my problem and i told you family. How would you react? you'll probably brush me off with a "Oh, I see". It's the same logic as when people ask "How are you?", They are expecting an answer which says "fine". If you do not believe me, next time when people ask you "How are you?", say "horrible".

Problems are never ending. Just when you think your problem is gone, a new one turns up. that's why the world is looking for problem solvers, and they are highly valued by society. I feel i am a problem solver as well. I don't give people problems on purpose. And whenever people throw a problem to me, i fix it. Even though i might not be very willing, but i still fix it as i listen to instructions. Everyone should be a problem solver, not a giver of problems. Everyone can be a problem solver too!

But as for this case, to get punished for writing this 200 word essay of "what's my problem?" I think that my problem was that I forgotten that my register number is 8 and i was staring into blank space. It's so called "blur-ness" as many of my friends know that I am.

I'll change, because I want to be a better person, and make the world a better place. And also, to make 3E a better and awesome class!

But still, my problem is to have a problem because problems nowadays are not problems to me.
Because i have a Big God, so no matter how big the problems are, after i compare it to God, they become small and insignificant and are no longer considered a problem to me.

JINGYING.

/I think is a rather good compo!

<3

2010-01-12T02:02:00.000-08:00

THIS IS YOUR GENERATION CRY~

HI. I'M CHARMAINE, I VERY CUTE.
HI. I'M WEI SIANG, I VERY CUTE.

LOL, ~ TODAY IS A CHAR & WS CUTE DAY.
During lesson WS sms me "I very cute "
hahahahahhaa, so bhb. (:
------full stop-------

DOING HOMEWORK!~
BE BACK SOON !
(:

<3

2010-01-11T01:36:00.000-08:00

What a exciting week I had last week! (:

Last week was the first day of school, and i was on duty for sec 1 orientation, (:
& wonderfully, now I'm classified as the fierce councilor to the sec ones.
Well, i guess just a name for me.

Throughout the last week, i was only wearing one side contact lens,
& i had to rely on my right eye for everything i see.
But throughout, i had learn something.
~
The weak usually rely on the stronger one, but when the stronger one get reluctant to help,
the weaker one would fall away, and slowly be no longer in sight.
But when the stronger one help, it will strike a balances and both will become equal.
~
Yeah, actually i don't understand what i'm saying, but i kinda of understand but i don't.
It can be known in 2 cases too, one in studies, and another in the (: .
In your studies, there are weaker students and SMART students.
But when the weaker ones seek the smarter students for help, the smarter one usually don't want to help. Then the weaker students would just don't understand in silence and might retain etc. (:
CONCLUSION ;
THOUGH I'M NOT SMART, ANY THING YOU ALL DON'T UNDERSTAND, FIND ME!

yeahh, i'm actually quite happy in my class now, and i'm sure i'm coping well with my studies.
Along with Giselle, Isabelle, Charmaine, Ashley, Nicole and etc. (;
But until now!!! I DON'T KNOW EVERYONE IN MY CLASS~
hahaha, when i told this to Audrey and some others, they would just stare at me.
Oh oh, and there's one Aaron in my class! But he don't look like Aaron Yan Ya Lun, a total big difference, haha!
In conclusion, having same names doesn't mean same looks, same personality and whatever! (:

Very high in class nowadays, dk why too. Guess cause there's a bimbo beside me, -> CHAR !
& a SIAO KIA with me, -> GISELLE. (:

Today is O's results release day, wonder how is it! hahahaha,
GO JEREMIAH, VALERIE, STANLEY, JOSEPH, YUN TING ! ~
yeah, hahahah! (:
Took height & weight today! HELP ME, I SHRINKKKKKKKKKK !
I'm now 166 only, with a EXTREMELY UNACCEPTABLE WEIGHT.
I'm so going to jog every week now. *what am i doing now??*

Hahah, lol. (: I think later going to dinner, so boring!
Okay okay, end of here.

Love,
JINGYING<3

NEVER UNDER-ESTIMATE YOURSELF CAUSE EVERYONE HAS POTENTIAL WITHIN US !

NEW YEAR ♥

2010-01-02T09:59:00.000-08:00

New blog~
Though I know it wouldn't last, but... at least 1 month! (:
LOL, it's the 3rd day of new year, and tomorrow is school~
How exciting, will be on duty for sec 1 orientation,. (:
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If you don't know how to love, how to teach others to love?
So this year, no matter how much I dislike a person, i'll learn and love the person.
Just like this 2 days, many people know I HATE _, but because I got to learn to love people
& accept them like how much people accept me for who I'm, I'll reach out to _ more!

Goals this year ;
♥ GO JOGGING AT LEAST ONCE A WEEK~ / SLIM DOWN ~
♥ RISE UP ~
♥ REACH OUT TO MORE FRIENDS ~
♥ LEARN TO LOVE ~
♥ TOP 5 IN CLASS ~ / AT LEAST 2As , AND THE REST B4 AND ABOVE ~

Love,
AWESOME ONE.

LOVE FROM ABOVE ♥